Not a very productive day!

Since two days ago I've been trying to be productive on each and every day, just to try becoming a better person in the end, or the day I walk out of my university to be exact. Guess what? I've spent so much time on my computer game again that I ended up not being able to complete all the to-do things for today. Hmm addiction is a tough one to tackle with. I once tried to abstain from it, but didn't manage to persist for more than two months. (Mostly because many of my friends associated me with dota and asked me about it every time we ran into each other, and this sort of allured me into picking it up something I was pretty good at, again) Okay, time to put an end, as I know very well that if I don't do so as early as I can, an unimaginable amount of time will be wasted on this game that doesn't bring me any benefits at all! (I definitely want to shake off that "patheticallyignorant" label!)  One last thing, the lucid dream thingy that really drew my attention didn't work that well. I know it's not gonna be easy and it definitely demands patience and persistence in the long run. But I'm actually afraid of any possible side effect it may bring if I really manage to master it. Just so you know I really couldn't sleep well yesterday while I tried to make myself aware that I was going to dream and it would be a dream and not reality. I wanted to take control of the dream. But my mind seemed to get messed up so badly that I couldn't even tell if I was actually half or fully sleep. It seemed like I stayed hanging in between dream and reality. Maybe the convolution of different thoughts lingering on my mind has caused me to get really blurred and clouded. By the time i woke up I felt quite tired though I've slept for almost 8 hours as if I barely slept at all. Oh, t's already 1.03 AM now! The aim to sleep early has failed, again. GOOD NIGHT anyway!